Friday, January 8, 2016

Remember When?

Booze, buzz, and sticky floors
You love me but I love you more
Dressed up like the adults we pretend to be,
But we’re just children, you and me.

Darkened room and tortured heat
The last thing I want is to admit defeat 
You say you can’t, so I say I will
That’s what you do for love, yourself you kill

Tiny buttons and silver doors
Who would’ve known what was in store?
I loved you most, that I know
Because it were you, you wouldn’t have let me go.

We had so much more of us ahead,
At least the next four is what you said.
But then you realized that we weren’t that strong,
That a love like this couldn’t last that long

We built a life we thought we’d live together
Silly us, to even think of believing in forever
Now we know to take a closer look
Reality: It never happens like it does in the books.

You were my prince, I thought you knew
But even that was never good enough for you.
You never stopped to think or even second guess
What would become of such a mess.

I thought I lost my lifelong friend,
But you were just a lesson to be learned—a generous lend
And now I’m just left to pretend 

That you are more than just a “Remember when?”